**Weird Ramen stuff** A goal for myself this year is to go to a chicken judging competition and offer chicken portraits to the folks there. They take me 20-40 minutes to complete and I absolutely love doing them. I’m like that Autisitc dude who can redraw a whole city from memory in a couple hours. But my Autisitc brain is really into drawing chickens 😂
2022-02-03 20:01:42 +0000 UTC View Post
Where are you guys? My posts are lonely 🥺
2022-02-03 19:30:07 +0000 UTC View PostEveryday is an opportunity for positive growth and evolution, or the choice to repeat our cycles. I didn’t know how to get out of my cycles. Because my cycles were based in my own distrust of myself and my body’s long-held reactive stress responses. Since engaging this ✨✨ therapy, I have reconnected with my instincts and cut down my stress responses. Not only on an emotional level but on a chemical level as well. Some scientists hypothesize that 🍄 have been helping humans detoxify their bodies and expand their minds for tens of thousands of years. That 🍄 are largely responsible for our emotional development and empathetic drive. 🍄 literally create a complex chemical chain reaction throughout our nervous system that allows us to separate from our memories, fear, animal reactions and pain. And those chemicals stay in our systems for long enough to deepen and enforce the new neural pathways they build. As well as continuing to dampen various reactive functions around stress and core memories. They also heighten feelings of accomplishment and happiness. This all lasts about 5 weeks. This gives you room to not only trust your instincts but the time to build new routines. New connections to your growth. Based on my research, I firmly believe that if you don’t use these new pathways they will weaken and you may revert. People have talked to me about microing. Microing ups dopamine which is a lubricant of nerve receptors and some serotonin. This increases your “bitch you’re doing a good job” emotions as well as your overall sense of pleasure. This also chills out the hypothalamus which means more evened out hormones, less reactive cravings, dampened reactive emotional response and lowered stress reactions. But! Microing doesn’t introduce enough 🍄 into your system to get the full benefits. There won’t be any ripping out of roots of trauma. I think this is why people with trauma exposure that isn’t body-bonded have success with it while the rest of us could be doing it for years without huge progress. ❤️❤️❤️
2022-02-03 19:21:51 +0000 UTC View Post
It’s really too bad I don’t have a real cock to suck. I miss it.
2022-02-03 18:09:06 +0000 UTC View Post
I am Gene from Bob’s Burgers (my friend is Iranian and I bought her an evil eye keychain. She lives 5 hours away and my knees don’t do well in snow, so seeing her in winter is tricky ❤️)
2022-02-03 07:38:01 +0000 UTC View PostWould you guys like me to do an outfit of the day even though I dress like the art student and girl who walks the mile from high school had a baby?
2022-02-02 20:46:16 +0000 UTC View PostWhat’s your favorite word to say? Mine is supine What is your favorite Onomatopoeia (a word that sounds like the thing the word describes)? Mine is pitapat
2022-02-02 20:18:31 +0000 UTC View PostAnother day, another dude I thought I was gonna make out with rejecting me over coffee. I’m ugly and cursed 😂
2022-02-02 18:11:07 +0000 UTC View Post
Hello. I’m getting a hotel room tonight and I *really* wanna leave people **horny little videos** 💦💦 So, if you *tip $10* on this post I will send you a quick, horny little video. **If we’ve been horny together, I’ll definitely incorporate what I know gets you throbbing** Get me all worked up for my free **oiled up dildo ride** video that’ll be on the feed tomorrow. 😘😘😘
2022-02-02 14:31:15 +0000 UTC View Post**Like this post** and tell me if I made you *throb* 🥵
2022-02-02 06:28:07 +0000 UTC View Post
Would you do me a favor and fill me up with cum before I fall asleep?
2022-02-02 06:07:32 +0000 UTC View Post
Where the heck is everyone and why aren’t you looking at my tits?
2022-02-01 22:01:56 +0000 UTC View PostI’m gonna get a hotel on Wednesday ❤️❤️❤️❤️
2022-02-01 08:52:57 +0000 UTC View Post
**Tip $20 and send a dick pic for a 2 minute audio rating** **Tip $30 and send a dick pic for a 2 minute rating using your name and moans**
2022-02-01 07:15:28 +0000 UTC View PostMy poor cabin is still waiting for new pipes. Should be by end of week. Then I’ll have a free video up 😘😘😘 edit: we thought we got all the leaks but uhhhh. nope. 😂
2022-01-31 22:58:15 +0000 UTC View Post
Your cock is all mine and I want it right now.
2022-01-31 02:36:35 +0000 UTC View Posthttps://open.spotify.com/episode/10aGEJ8OztpSZYBfbj2ylC?si=EYIKE0FFTQGW1L7l4CIIaA This is very science-based and kind of a slog but a good listen if you have ADHD or autoimmune issues after PTSD or other childhood traumas.
2022-01-30 22:38:55 +0000 UTC View PostNot me sitting in my car, crying from relief. For the first time in my life my body is fully relaxed and not buzzing with an undercurrent of anxiety. I think this therapy practice is really going to work. The science is there. I just need more folks to test it out.
2022-01-30 19:57:23 +0000 UTC View Post
Aw, you always look so cute with your head on my lap. After you’re done relaxing, I have something that needs your attention 😜💦
2022-01-30 19:53:27 +0000 UTC View Post
I fell asleep from a headache last night, but I’m up early to serve you breakfast.
2022-01-30 12:57:47 +0000 UTC View Post
Goodnight, Babes. Thank you for being here ❤️❤️
2022-01-30 02:07:08 +0000 UTC View PostI’m **very** excited to release this PPV next week. I keep making videos about naughty, horny sluts who love to tell you perverts what to do with your cock. 👀
2022-01-30 01:53:07 +0000 UTC View Post
Now, onto the important stuff. **Does my butt look cute?**
2022-01-29 18:24:58 +0000 UTC View Post**Ramen, why have you decreased free content?! I used to love your page but you don’t make long-ass free videos like you used to!** First: I appreciate everyone who has joined. Truly. Thank you. Thank you. I am never not grateful. But, this is a business at the end of the day and I have to make smarter choices. Answer: I changed the way I do things because I started subscribing to other pages who charge what I do and saw what they put up for free. Which is usually the same type of low-effort content at even lower quantity than I put up now. And they charge way more for PPV. And they often delete their catalog. I don’t charge you guys to chat. I don’t push sales down your throats in DMs. I rarely have ads for other models.(When I am not ill 🥺) I take varied, lovely photos against different backgrounds in a variety of outfits every week. I keep my catalog up for you. I rarely reuse pictures. I genuinely engage. I post almost 3x a day 5x a week. I show explicit content for free. **I still put up longer free videos** I try to make this space personal and connected. I was putting in so much effort for such little money. Honestly. It’s $15/month, not $50, and most enter in at under $6 and then just rejoin when I run a expired sub promo. So most would get an hour or more of BRAND NEW porn plus dozens of photos and free engagement for under $8/month. I had really hopped my subs would care for me, seeing how hard I work and how much I care, but most really didn’t. I would say 90% of the subscribers here have never tipped. If people tipped me more then I’d keep making longer free videos. But they don’t and me working for hours a day on content and engagement (let alone advertising) to make maybe $100/day was a wrecking my self-esteem and valuation of myself. On top of my health issues, I got burned out. It ruined my interest in being here, in my content, and in engagement. So I changed things up. And I appreciate and understand not everyone has a bunch of free money in their budget. At the same time, a small tip here and there, lets me know you value my effort and want to keep me working my job. And if not that, encouraging messages are lovely. Only hearing from you to complain about less free stuff is such a bummer, man. Now, a poll
2022-01-29 18:12:41 +0000 UTC View Post
