I don't know if it's a good idea to post this. I'll briefly tell everyone how much I currently smoke and why (since I'm asked quite a few times). Maybe I should have written a script so it wouldn't sound so depressing and personal, haha. But I also think this is a real account, and this is also me: a happy person who sometimes goes through bad times, like everyone (or almost everyone?) in the world.
I take refuge in my cigarettes; they comfort me and give me happiness, even in the bad times π€π¬
Two videos, both with Marlboro Red 100s because one wasn't enough. Similar but different videos. I feel like I smoke faster in the first one, but more intensely in the second. Either way, both felt great. Which was your favorite?
(By the way, I didn't have a subtitle, but what I say in the first one is "Shall we smoke together?")
I realized I could record it when I'd already started π€. That was a great orgasm, perfect for a Monday. Don't forget to have yours π¦π¦π¦π¦π
Refuel & Replenish: These past weeks, my cigarette consumption has steadily been increasing, which means a greater and greater need for my sweet smoke even as I sleep. I wake up in the middle of the night and replenish my body with the nicotine it needs to function. I powersmoke two cigarettes.
Imagine me waking up next to you, lighting up, Coughing, you smell the smoke that drifts over to your side of the bed, as I fulfill the addiction that keeps me alive and well π Would you like that? ππ¬
1 Marlboro Red Very Relaxed + 1 Marlboro Red Power Smoking Do you prefer slow or power?
I'm sorry for my appearance, I was really lazy last night. After having to go to the ER because my tongue was swollen and I was having trouble breathing, the doctor gave me a shot, some medication, and told me, "You shouldn't smoke because that won't help you get better." But we know that won't happen π€£.
Ash Wednesday: I've run out of cigarettes and am desperate to start smoking again. My only option is to find a half-smoked cigarette in the ashtray to satisfy my addiction. I rummage through the cigarette butts, in what seems like a hopeless situation. Finally, I find one and take deep drags as I smoke cigarette after cigarette to satisfy my nicotine depletion. The sight and smell of cigarettes and ashes excites me, and what becomes a chaotic and sensual experience of intense pleasure. π¬
Double Dangle: Dressed in red for the occasion I put two Marlboro Reds in my mouth and dangle for you. One Cigarette for each lung. The smoke goes down my throat and almost overwhelms my body as the cigarettes deposit its tar in my lungs and nicotine rewards me for my hard work π
I'm doing Q&A on IG, but I'll state my point here, since it's not the first time someone has told me that and those who have told me that are here, and it's the content here that she's copying from me.
To those who noticed the one who copies every one of my videos and alerted me, thank you. She's here among us. They told me to take it as a compliment, but all I feel is indignation and cringe and the desire to do nothing else. Making a video takes time, not only to make it but to think about the idea. It's not just about smoking for me; all I think about is conveying how much I love doing it in each video. How can people be so shameless? π₯΄ And I'm sorry, I know this may sound conceited and maybe this vent is unnecessary. But the truth is, I've been receiving these messages for a while. Much more noticeable lately. And those of you who know how hard my day-to-day life can be and how difficult it is to find the time to do this daily (but I still take the time to come up with my own content) will understand why I do this and how much these things discourage me. To those of you who are bothered by this vent, I'm sorry. I'm not usually like this but I'm really frustrated about it right now after getting some samples that it's not even just one video that's copying me, but every single one of them π«
Desperation to Pure Pleasure: After an extended period of time Iβm ready to smoke but canβt light my cigarette. After a struggle i finally light it and let the smoke work its magic as it deposits nicotine into my lungs and throughout my body.
When you finally have an hour alone and have to choose between taking a nap, being productive, or having a moment of pleasure. And since pleasure brings happiness and happiness is health, you know what I chose, even though I didn't have time to make myself presentable π π .
Don't forget to have your moment of pleasure today, take care of your health β€οΈπ¬π¬π¬π¬π¬
Feeling bad lately. So thinking about today's video, I told myself "today I'll just sit and smoke." I dressed in leather because it makes me feel better. I chose my favorite trio of cigarettes to pamper my lungs, hoping to feel some mental relief. What I thought would be a crappy video ended up being my favorite so far. I always feel pleasure when smoking, but last night, it just went to another level π€―.
Happy Friday, I hope this video makes you feel a little horny πβ₯οΈ
Just a quick clip, no makeup, no lights, no outfit, and all disheveled because I'm planning on going to bed right now. You can guess what I'll do ππππ¦π¬ππ¨
On my 33rd birthday, I present my latest video. I love making SF content and am sad to leave, but after this performance, I got contacted by people from Hollywood, LOL
"Your Latina classmate is a bitch and wants your attention."
Don't worry, I won't be speaking English anymore, in the future just subtitles. π€£