Hi Darlings, TL;DR: I continue to feel and be unwell and n..
Added 2021-02-09 10:36:17 +0000 UTCHi Darlings, TL;DR: I continue to feel and be unwell and need to slow down a little to care for myself while I go through testing these next couple of weeks. If things shift I’ll reassess price and offerings so I’m being fair. I’m sorry I’ve been kind of quiet and sort of a bummer lately! 🥴 That isn’t me! I swear! I’m a happy goof but I’m just so weak and tired lately. Everyone is so important to me and I love being here. I’ll still be taking pictures and I’ll make videos but they’ll be shorter. As well as reposting archived content as a refresher. I hope you’ll stay here with me. I desperately want to be back to myself. 🌈🌈🌈🌈🌈🌈🌈 Some of my long-term subscribers might’ve noticed my prolific content schedule has slowed a bit. It’s rare I’m fucking myself in the bathroom at 2 am anymore. The last few weeks I have been feeling off. Poor sleep, weakness, stomach issues and headaches. I smell different; stressed out. Tonight, I had to go to the ER because I got so dizzy and weak. They’ve done tests for diabetes and thyroid issues previously. I have good heart health. My goofy body has always been kind of off. But with age comes new adventures I suppose. I am hoping that with dedicated testing, rest, exercise and solid healthy eating I can rebalance and focus. Being vulnerable and honest about our health in America is difficult. Our lack of universal healthcare means denying when we are sick or need help. I fall prey to feeling weak or being self-pitying in needing to see the doctor when really it’s just health. It’s what happens. You’re always so supportive when I have smaller hiccups and I should’ve noticed they were kind of gaining momentum and known I may need some extra time.
