I can’t sleep… As of lately, I’ve been staying up into the ..
Added 2021-03-25 21:19:10 +0000 UTCI can’t sleep… As of lately, I’ve been staying up into the wee hours of the night, sometimes until 3 or 4 in the morning hustling, responding to messages, brainstorming, and queuing up content for you all. I’ve become so hyper focused on my goals here, that, I’ll be honest, I’ve become less than fully-present in school. I’ve worked way too damn hard in undergrad, taking grad school entrance exams, and I pay way too damn much for tuition to let anything slip haha. Many of you also know my “why” and my mission. Thankfully, all is fine, but I can feel myself losing focus. As you all know, I’m a HUGE advocate on mental health, but I’ve been neglecting my own for the sake of answering messages and sending out content as quickly as I can. This honestly gives me so much damn anxiety because people constantly threaten to unsubscribe if I don’t answer back in .08 seconds. I’m literally losing sleep, y’all. There may be other creators you’re subscribed to but I can promise you that very few take personal interaction as seriously as I do. I’ll be taking occasional and brief time off so I can reset and be fully present HERE, for YOU. Both you and school deserve my full attention, and I’ve been trying to split it. Many of you who work M-F have the weekends off. For a creator, there is no such thing. We operate around the clock and my brain never shuts off haha. If I take a full day off, I will absolutely let you know so you’re not like, “Where’s Cami?!” For me, school runs Monday-Friday during the day. I’m most active on here in the early mornings and evenings (I’m on EST) but I get notifications of tips, so if you tip for a video, I ALWAYS get to you first! Phew, ok, now go do something nice for yourself! You deserve it! Thank you again for being here ✨
