

Honestly I was not feeling so good last days cause my moderator didn't stop comparing me all the time to other new girl just to make me feel bad :( I blocked him cause I'm already feeling pressured enough and making my best when I'm there. I just want to be grateful for what I have and don't want my work to be a pain for me. I need to look happy in front of the camera and I'm not really able to fake it when I'm not, so it's really important for me to really enjoy my moments there.