I can’t believe people are still talking trash about me. 🙄🤣 if you’re one of my friends and you see it. Please just defend me kindly or show them the real me. I don’t like reading messages that remind me that thousands of people hate me.( It’s not healthy for me. ) (Is is helpful to mention it was a white person that saved me from my last racial based assault? Idk. I feel so bad for all the white people who have to take the heat for the super stupid racist white people we all hate. You know, the shooters and creeps that are very real in our communities. It’s hard and y’all are so strong. Older white men have spoken up for me when other White people weren’t listening to me and I’ll never forget that. (Irl) I love y’all. ( I love all people, I’m trying to take turns loving everyone eventually. I am only one person. Ah. Tangent again.) I get weirded out when people assume it’s always a white person. Sometimes, it is, sometimes it isn’t. Sometimes, it’s from other Asian people, as weird as that sounds. I’ve never understood extra specific racism. Like we all don’t have enough to be stressed about. LOL. Anyways, I’m real glad change is coming. I wish the hashtag was #SaveTheAsians. I saw a bunch of Asian people being put into a box car on twitter awhile back and I haven’t been able to get the video out of my head. It got worse. I know I’m scared to go outside for very valid reasons and I’m not gonna let anyone break me anymore. I am strong. I am not alone. I will order some Chinese food through uber eats and then put make up on. Then I will put on make up like a normal girl would and take fun sexy pictures and have fun with it. We make difference. We won’t stop. ☺️