Emotionally violent and sad rn while alone with my thoughts...
Added 2021-04-27 23:40:59 +0000 UTCEmotionally violent and sad rn while alone with my thoughts. But there’s no one around that cares so I’m watching YouTube videos on painting. I’m getting really tired of talking on occasion to people in real life. Their responses just remind me that I’m not important and it makes me wish I never spoke at all. I’m gonna keep watching this white guy on YouTube paint. His voice is nice and I’m not hearing negative or offensive stuff. I appreciate that. It’s hard for me to erase the voices of comments I’ve heard or read in the past. 😅 idk how strong people do it, tbh. Might stream if I feel too dark.
