This is one of the last gigs I performed, just before the pa..
Added 2024-08-30 13:12:53 +0000 UTCThis is one of the last gigs I performed, just before the pandemic. Way before I ever set up an Onlyfans (I wonder how me in the video would have reacted if I took a time machine to go and tell her what was in store for her 😆 She wouldn't have believed future me, I have always been very busty but I genuinely never would have done this kind of thing, a complete change of mindset post pandemic - basically: I spent so much time, life, worrying about pleasing others, to an extreme degree, rarely put myself first in any situation. Living for others. Hiding myself to not cause problems, prudish family members telling me to cover up and other people (women calling me names for having naturally big boobs, men trying to grab me in the street) giving me unwanted attention made me hide often. I could go on and on about that but this isn't the place for that I don't think. Anyway, I realised after going through a lot of extreme heartbreak and loss of loved ones during the pandemic that life is actually pretty short and I want to start doing things to push myself and be my happiest and true to ME 🥰 Initially I created a patreon for my music and outfit posts/blogging, and then I was super surprised by the people who came along and gave me the encouragement to go further with expressing myself. Hence the naughty decision to start this page! It is all because of my subscribers, and my desire to tease and please 😝). The last few years since this video I've been at uni studying music, which I finally graduated in last month 🥰 receiving a 2:1 which I'm pretty happy with! Yay! I have always suffered with stage fright and my confidence dipping, this page has definitely helped my confidence and I really hope to find the courage to get back out in public singing again - with new songs that I have written! 😁💖
